pre monday blues.. ooh
common test week.. ooh
eoy oral... ooh
homework.. ooh
piano.. ooh

ooh ooh oooooooh.
brain damage???

M innie the pooh,
W innie the mouse.

siying's version of winnie the pooh and minnie mouse.
copyright!(c)

things will be fine! (:
i forgot to add something in my last post.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JET! ((:

and today's azmira's and gora's birthday.. hee..
birthday wishes to all (:

everything's in a mess. a big big mess. real big mess. my homework's in a mess. my table's in a mess. my books are in a mess. my mind's in a mess. my life is in a mess. mess! okay great. i started off my day having to worry about completing my biology practicals and worksheet.

i woke up early but still had to rush to school in the end.
erms. did i?
apparently i forgot. okay so forget about that.

had emath early in the morning. mr sim was telling us that there wasnt much time left to complete the topics on time when he came in and spent like fifteen minutes talking about his psle results so on. after that mr tan came in and he started boasting about knowing how to do our math when he didnt even know the area of triangle = half x length x breadth. GREAT. than the chime went off. so gekpeng and i like put our heads on the table. and he went like the two girls you better watch out. gp and i were like OH. he was talking about us. screwed la! than mrs wong came in and i so felt like sleeping. but luckily i didnt. so, yeah..

its been a bad day :/

went for piano at 630. and this time i took the effort to leave the house ealier so that i wouldnt be late. but who could have guessed the bus came late! sheesh. and then the bus was so crowded and it was travelling so slowly that in the end i was still late. owells. worst still, when i reached my piano teacher's house, she told me i was supposed to have lesson at 545. GREAT! i totally forogt! but actually i seriously dont remember a sinlge bit of her telling me that i had to come earlier today. so..there again..

ohmans. its just so difficult to make desicions. to choose the better and more responsible members so that they would work even harder and be encouraged? or to choose someone so-so hoping that she would be determined to move on? by choosing the 'better' ones, the others would feel discouraged and decide not to come. but if i choose the others instead, the 'better'ones would feel like what's the point of working so hard when in the end i still do not get chosen. SO HOW? such tasks seem easy. and yet not. it aint an easy task.

attendance problem. so many things to handle. yeah.. just hope they'll understand.
seriouly i dont understand what i'm trying to say. somehow i just feel like my sentences dont make sense at all. do they?

oh chicken. i really dont know what to say. how and who am i supposed to be with you around? myself? i really dont understand you at times. its really quite scary. i just cant help but feel like you're treating me as a spare tire. you may be feeling down at times and i dont blame you for that but do you understand how the people around you feel? like you would explode anytime if we continue talking and yet you would get so frustrated if we dont talk. i'm trying.. to please you? it just feels os wierd. ahh... it stresses me out.

school is tiring me out. have been failing all my essays. i just dont get it at all. sometimes life isnt fair. is it? effort. what really is the effort that i put in? owells. i just hate the sight of my homework.



kill the pain. off!

finally the sky was clear today. for the past two weeks, it had been raining on mondays. so today, we had the chance to do flag raising! hee.. its quite interesting actually. but really nerve racking. like all eyes on the flag. and if it gets stuck or accidentally drops onto the floor.. ooh.. trouble. hehe (:
next week would be my turn. i think. OOH =S

and mrs wong. oh great. she didnt give us the consent form for early dismissal, and in the end when mr tan asked us to confirm if we're dismissed at 110 today, faith and i were like HUH. and there he went 'YOU'RE ASKING FOR TROUBLE' lame chop! we didnt even know anything about it.

today we were supposed to have amath during the second period but apparently we didnt recieve the new timetable. and we waited outside the ava for mdm marina to come for english. had a debate. hehe.. we won! russell was crapping lah! from capital punishment to like mental torture, ancestors, killing ants. like whatever! ants are not humans and what has our ancestors got to do with us. was like super funny la. haha.. and gp was so agitated. and in the end they were like shouting across to each other. haha.. anyway finally its over (:

the week goes on. common test week coming. omanns not again. i must really start getting down to work. late nights. tired days after band. yikes ): i can do it!

bananas in pyjamas ((:

i really do admire leaders, well respected ones. i now understand how tough it is to be a leader. even if it is just a seciton. what's more the leader of a band. its really not easy. but i guess nothing comes simple. we've gotta strive and endure! dont be discouraged faith! (:

have been really busy with band stuff these few weeks, ever since the sec fours step down from their posts. like suddenly you are just not as observant as before and at times you really cant meet that high standard that you thought you could ever reach. you've to be at the band room the first. you have to be resposible for the members' attitude and progress, you'll have to make sure everything goes fine. and many many things.. checking of instruments, printing of scores.. woah. just so much. or even the simplest thing that i have failed to do, to get the members to listen, follow instructions, and look up to you as someone he or she trusts and can confide in. just like any buddy, friend. but anyway, we've got to believe.. that we can? haha ((:
its really stressful. i've got so much to learn.

beauty and the beast musical coming up! cant wait to see.. hee! my dearest morsha (: must take good care of yourself next week. will be really tiring for ya.haha.. morsha you can do it!!! yes you can! (: jiayous! i'll bring spongebob to go support you too. *winks*

i hope. i will be able to achieve one day.
well (:

there IS a limit to everything.
yes, bananas?

Saturday 010706
Could not go for Nanyang's funfair, although ning kept asking me to go from 9 to 3 before I went to the national stadium for Syf. Haha.. so anyway, Syf was fun! Haha.. the buses reached Tg Rhu Rd at around 2.50.. but by the time we settled down it was bout 4+.. haha.. everyone got some kind of pong-dong-sound-produced-when-hit thingy.. had a nice time trying different rhythms with Siying, while Sheryl and Jianqin happily used them to hit my head. Haha..waited quite long before the whole thing actually started.. huihui bought chips and chocolate. It was like so hot that the chocolates even melted when it was left under the shade. Was quite gross too. Like mushy and stuff..haha..saw the Thai and Malaysian bands perform again.. than of course, band competition finals! Tanjong katong won the best band again, and deyi won the best drum major award.. same results as the band competition in 2004. haha..overall I enjoyed myself.. the sixth time I’ve been to the national stadium..my last time too before its being torn down to be rebuilt ): so anyway..this year is the last band comp year for me..of course unless I retain in sec four..so owells. ahahas.. (: happy birthday elsia! ((:

Sunday 020706
Happy birthday Miss Ng! Haha.. went for church in the morning..and met up with my seven other buddies and Miss Lim in the afternoon. We went ice-skating! Haha..was really fun! Miss lim suggested going there and in the end she was the one who knew how to ice skate the least. So in the end, we all ended up with a wet butt after skating for about two and half hours.. than we went for dinner (: yummy pizza hut! Haha.. dinner was like delicious of course.. laughed so much..miss lim’s speech was hilarious. Hee.. took many many pictures.. (: then went home soon after that.. laughed so much..haha..was dead tired by the I reached home.. love ya gals! (:

Monday 030706
It’s anliang’s and may’s birthday today! Haha..happy birthday to you both! (: <<3
Went to buy uniform with nat in the afternoon. I think we took about ten to fifteen minutes to buy our uniforms, but about an hour to find our way there and home. Such an adventurous journey. Haha.. this is what happens when two people with poor sense of directions actually go out together. Haha.. nat actually reached the place earlier than me but I reached the shop earlier than her. She got lost somewhere.and in the end.. I realised that she was walking in the wrong block too. Was like super funny.haha.. luckily I didn’t leave nat to go home alone if not I think she would have taken more than an hour to find her way to a 307 bus stop. Haha.. so we walked, walked and walked again.. and after walking one BIG round, we realised we could have just turned to the other direction from the shop and walk straight to the bus stop. We both felt so retarded larh! Haha.. than after that we were both so tired. Decided to stop at ntuc to get a drink. We talked so much that even when there were no cars around on the road, we still waited at the road side for like quite some time. Hahaha..and when I FINALLY reached home, I went into the lift and was like wondering why the lift wasn’t moving. Than I realised that I did not press the button. Blur..hahaha..

So much for that whole load of crap, its time for me to get back to my work.. school starts tmr again.. YIKES.. haha.. happy youth day to all youths! ((: