Here I Am To Worship

Light of the World
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes
Let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
Friday, July 21, 2006
4:49 AM
everything's in a mess. a big big mess. real big mess. my homework's in a mess. my table's in a mess. my books are in a mess. my mind's in a mess. my life is in a mess. mess! okay great. i started off my day having to worry about completing my biology practicals and worksheet.

i woke up early but still had to rush to school in the end.
erms. did i?
apparently i forgot. okay so forget about that.

had emath early in the morning. mr sim was telling us that there wasnt much time left to complete the topics on time when he came in and spent like fifteen minutes talking about his psle results so on. after that mr tan came in and he started boasting about knowing how to do our math when he didnt even know the area of triangle = half x length x breadth. GREAT. than the chime went off. so gekpeng and i like put our heads on the table. and he went like the two girls you better watch out. gp and i were like OH. he was talking about us. screwed la! than mrs wong came in and i so felt like sleeping. but luckily i didnt. so, yeah..

its been a bad day :/

went for piano at 630. and this time i took the effort to leave the house ealier so that i wouldnt be late. but who could have guessed the bus came late! sheesh. and then the bus was so crowded and it was travelling so slowly that in the end i was still late. owells. worst still, when i reached my piano teacher's house, she told me i was supposed to have lesson at 545. GREAT! i totally forogt! but actually i seriously dont remember a sinlge bit of her telling me that i had to come earlier today. so..there again..

ohmans. its just so difficult to make desicions. to choose the better and more responsible members so that they would work even harder and be encouraged? or to choose someone so-so hoping that she would be determined to move on? by choosing the 'better' ones, the others would feel discouraged and decide not to come. but if i choose the others instead, the 'better'ones would feel like what's the point of working so hard when in the end i still do not get chosen. SO HOW? such tasks seem easy. and yet not. it aint an easy task.

attendance problem. so many things to handle. yeah.. just hope they'll understand.
seriouly i dont understand what i'm trying to say. somehow i just feel like my sentences dont make sense at all. do they?

oh chicken. i really dont know what to say. how and who am i supposed to be with you around? myself? i really dont understand you at times. its really quite scary. i just cant help but feel like you're treating me as a spare tire. you may be feeling down at times and i dont blame you for that but do you understand how the people around you feel? like you would explode anytime if we continue talking and yet you would get so frustrated if we dont talk. i'm trying.. to please you? it just feels os wierd. ahh... it stresses me out.

school is tiring me out. have been failing all my essays. i just dont get it at all. sometimes life isnt fair. is it? effort. what really is the effort that i put in? owells. i just hate the sight of my homework.



kill the pain. off!