i really do admire leaders, well respected ones. i now understand how tough it is to be a leader. even if it is just a seciton. what's more the leader of a band. its really not easy. but i guess nothing comes simple. we've gotta strive and endure! dont be discouraged faith! (:

have been really busy with band stuff these few weeks, ever since the sec fours step down from their posts. like suddenly you are just not as observant as before and at times you really cant meet that high standard that you thought you could ever reach. you've to be at the band room the first. you have to be resposible for the members' attitude and progress, you'll have to make sure everything goes fine. and many many things.. checking of instruments, printing of scores.. woah. just so much. or even the simplest thing that i have failed to do, to get the members to listen, follow instructions, and look up to you as someone he or she trusts and can confide in. just like any buddy, friend. but anyway, we've got to believe.. that we can? haha ((:
its really stressful. i've got so much to learn.

beauty and the beast musical coming up! cant wait to see.. hee! my dearest morsha (: must take good care of yourself next week. will be really tiring for ya.haha.. morsha you can do it!!! yes you can! (: jiayous! i'll bring spongebob to go support you too. *winks*

i hope. i will be able to achieve one day.
well (: