omanns//

hmms. last week of school.. not really looking forward to the holidays actually. each day brings me closer to O levels. it may seem like a long way ahead. but. considering the amount of stuff i actually have to catch up on, i guess i dont have much time to spare. i really really gotta pull up my socks. and pull them up real high. yeah. oh wells.

going to shift next year. although the current bpghs building is indeed old, but its kind of sad to have to move..the memories, three years in this school building.. the school field! (:

OMANNS.

got back some results today. it would be quite a joke if i said that i tried my best. i mean like i dont think my intelligence level is that low. so with this kind of results, i dont expect it to be my best. but to say that i didnt try my best would be kind of impossible too cause i almost drived myself crazy, practically stuck my heads into books and glued my butt to the chair. OH WELLS. but afterall, it was all about last minute memorizing and revision.
i guess i'll just have to work harder. yes.

this is totally random. but yeah. i totally dislike the idea of comparing results.
like what can be gained from it besides feeling happy and proud that someone's results are higher than others and that it makes the others feel lousy?
ahahs. it just brings out the competitive nature in a person.
probably you do deserve the resutls you got for your effort. that i dont deny. but comparing results is so so unnecessary.
i guess this is life.

haha. enough of results. have been really relaxed the past few days. slacking.. and i'm just so lazy to like change my blogskin. this is like REALLY outdated. hehe. hmms. today's performance was ermhmms. okay. haha. was super funny when daniel actually turned round and started shaking. it was totally hilarious (:

everything around us is actually an illusion, troubles come with over sensitivity, people are sensitive of how people think of them, sensitive about how people talk about them, sensitive about their looks and appearance and thoise who know how to let go will have less troubles (:
i think this makes sense totally.
inner beauty versus outer beauty?

haha. cheer up natty! (:
love ya!

mormor.dont take too long to style your hair. be on time at the cherry tree! (:
see ya! hee..

HAHAHAHA. life's such a joke.

hmmms; i've finally cleared the mountain of books on my table back onto the shelve! hehe. the house looks neater now. haha. still gotta do the amath paper later.

and apparently i'm supposed to be listening to yarn's story now. she's been telling me stories since morning. hehe. she's super cute! (: and i realise she's actually making up her own storyline. HAHA! from a hipo to a leopard, a hippo who goes boing boing boing boing boing having a headache! haha. and she pronounces banana really wierdly. hehe. and she calls me miss emily. haha! (:

yesterday's performance was a total screw up. haha. we did something so impromtu. and in the end we were the ones laughing at ourselves. but as long as the seniors understand what we're doing. than i guess its okay. haha(: hope you guys enjoyed it. and like the gift from the LOVELY CLARINETTISTS too! (:

gonna miss ya guys loads! =)

band prac after the concert was totally horrible. my eyes couldnt open at all la. many of us just went to sleep. like with our heads down and eyes closed. even when we were in the midst of playing music. was super tired! than rushed home and rushed to piano.

and! i saw huihui when i was on my way home! haha(: yay! she was so kind to accompany me till the bus came. hehe. thank you! ((: was kind of shocked to see her there. i expected her to be home. see la. must be JQ's fault. eat too slowly. haha. opps.

yelps! getting back resutls on monday! ohgosh!

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oh master grant that i may never seek, so much to be consoled as to console. to be understood as to understand. to be loved as to love with all your soul..

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happy birthday natie! (: love ya banana! huggies! hehe.

and happy birthday to sheryl too! you've been a great great senior and friend! (:

thanks to both for being there for me always! ((:

hope you enjoyed ice skating today nat! hehe. and to you too: the nice talks too! (=

tmr's ruiyan's and chubin's birthday. haha! so many birthdays coming up.

to ruiyan: you've been a really really nice friend! (: rock on! wont forget the days we stayed up late to study together! hehe. and the long hours we chatted on the phone. and the days we played badminton together. hehe. ((: love ya too!

to chubin: you've been a great junior too! haha. standing beside me during band comp((: really enjoyed those days! (:

tmr's sectionals day. and friday is band promotion cum sec fours and five graduation day and band prac day. there goes my marking days! saturday.. i dunno yet. still gotta complete the amath paper. and banana one, dont forget to return me my amath ex 9B! hehe. sunday.. should be out shopping. and back to school on monday. back comes the books and days of mugging :/

exams are over. but that means more piano practices. no rest. and ulcers like after the exams. great timing.

still gotta work on the script for the concert on friday. YAWNS.

plan for tmr's meeting place. and time. and friday wear what. and reporting time. and the props. and the graduating gifts! BIGGER YAWNS.

EXAMS ARE OVER!!! YIPPPEEEE! (:

its like FINALLY the last day of the week tmr! whoopies!
but actually there's nth to be really happy about.
cause there's still next week. two more papers.
plus tmr's emath and lit paper two.
oh wells. the week have been LONNNGGG and draggy.
not really so actually. there just isnt enough time for real proper revision. and yet in general the week passes so slowly.
does this statement make any sense at all?
i'm like contradicting myself. oh whatever.
the papers have been like okay so farr. EXCEPT. amath. i think it was a total killer. i dont have to think that i will fail. cause i will.

owells.
i should be studying now.
and i guess i will.

one more week everyone!!