time passes really quickly. tmr would be a week since the school holidays started. and what have i really done? NOTHING. argh. i feel like i'm stresssing myself out. but i know it myself that if i do not pressurize myself, it would be quite impossible that i will even open my bag and touch on my homework by the end of next week. i know i've got lots to work on, lots to brush up on, lots of things to do. but i just dont have the mood to study. time is passing too quickly! its kinda scary. like in a blink of the eye, holidays would be gone, nothing done and completed. this sounds totally ridiculous like its just the start of the holidays! but from past experiences, i am quite sure that i wont have enough time to complete my homework, let alone revise. O'levels next year! plus theory and practical exams next year! and the intensive practices during the holidays! higher expectations my teacher will have on me each week i go for lessons expecting me to perform better each week! oh wells.
but nevermind. i shall not bow down to fear. neither will i complain. cause there's nothing i can do to change the fact that i have that much amount of work. we shouldnt be running away from reality. just believe you can and stay strong! (:
but on a happier note, i'm finishing my emath papers soon! (: papers with lots of blanks. :/

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-follow your heart, nothing is impossible (: