Thursday, May 31, 2007
9:33 PM
"Think of Me - Phantom of the Opera"(Andrew Lloyd Webber)
Christine:
Think of me
Think of me fondly when we've said goodbye
Remember me
Once in a while, please promise me you'll try.
When you find
That once again you long to take your heart back and be free,
If you ever find a moment spare a thought for me.
We never said our love was evergreen
Or as unchanging as the sea.
But if you can still remember
Stop and think of me.
Think of all the things we've shared and seen,
Don't think about the way things might've been.
Think of me,
Think of me waking, silent and resigned.
Imagine me
Trying too hard to put you from my mind.
Recall those days, look back on all those times,
Think of the things we'll never do.
There will never be a day when I won't think of you!
Raoul:
Can it be?
Can it be Christine?
Long ago, it seems so long ago,
How young and innocent we were!
She may not remember me,
But I remember her.
Christine:
Flowers fade,
The fruits of summer fade,
They have their seasons so do we.
But please promise me that sometimes
You will think..
Of me.
Christine:
Think of me
Think of me fondly when we've said goodbye
Remember me
Once in a while, please promise me you'll try.
When you find
That once again you long to take your heart back and be free,
If you ever find a moment spare a thought for me.
We never said our love was evergreen
Or as unchanging as the sea.
But if you can still remember
Stop and think of me.
Think of all the things we've shared and seen,
Don't think about the way things might've been.
Think of me,
Think of me waking, silent and resigned.
Imagine me
Trying too hard to put you from my mind.
Recall those days, look back on all those times,
Think of the things we'll never do.
There will never be a day when I won't think of you!
Raoul:
Can it be?
Can it be Christine?
Long ago, it seems so long ago,
How young and innocent we were!
She may not remember me,
But I remember her.
Christine:
Flowers fade,
The fruits of summer fade,
They have their seasons so do we.
But please promise me that sometimes
You will think..
Of me.
Friday, May 25, 2007
10:04 AM
'you can do anything, as long as it is done in love.'
where there is love, God is present.
He lives within us. He loves us(:
confirmation! after nine & a half years of cathecism class, the day's finally here. the day where we recieve the holy spirit, and say 'yes', I do believe in God, i'm ready to spread His words.
was reading through my journal just now. i've really learnt a lot the past one year+ and i really thank God for the knowledge i've gathered from the various teachers and cathecists.
i thank God for the friends too! will not be seeing them too often anymore. i'll miss you guys! must remember to meet up. study sessions! (:
tmr's the big day.
hohoho.
give me the strength.
where there is love, God is present.
He lives within us. He loves us(:
confirmation! after nine & a half years of cathecism class, the day's finally here. the day where we recieve the holy spirit, and say 'yes', I do believe in God, i'm ready to spread His words.
was reading through my journal just now. i've really learnt a lot the past one year+ and i really thank God for the knowledge i've gathered from the various teachers and cathecists.
i thank God for the friends too! will not be seeing them too often anymore. i'll miss you guys! must remember to meet up. study sessions! (:
tmr's the big day.
hohoho.
give me the strength.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
10:12 PM
lets run, run far far away.
10:02 PM
I’m really at a loss of what to do. What should my next move be? Please guide me. I don’t want band to spoil our friendship. I don’t want the differences present to spoil our friendship. Neither do I want the past to affect our friendship. I feel really weighed down by this issue. I feel really exhausted and tired. Why are you all treating me this way? Wonder how it feels to be called a ‘band freak’? I now openly state that I do not love band practices. I just feel that it is a responsibility that I should go. Its not that I hate band practices, but if I have to go, then I will. I am not angry at all with you people for not going. It is your own decision. But why are you all angry with me? For ‘liking’ band? For having different opinions as you people? Why give me the cold shoulder? Why treat my like an outcast? Why treat me as if I don’t deserve this friendship? Put yourself in my shoes. You know how it feels if your close friend just walks off when you’re talking to her? How it feels when your friend talks behind your back? How it feels when your friend finds it a torture talking to you? Why? I’ve been trying to make up for any misunderstandings caused. But you’re not giving me the chance to. It’s really sad to know that we’re graduating soon and this has to happen.
biased? I have my reasons. I have. I have. Ahh. I have. There are 27 people in the clarinet section. Seven are sec fours. Ten are sec threes. Four are sec twos. Six are sec ones. Out of the ten sec threes, I am to choose a section leader, and an assistant section leader. my main considerations are A and B. I admit I am closer to B then to A. but I have a reason for choosing B to be the SL and A the ASL. Firstly, next year’s band competition year. Marching and music are equally important. But to be able to even secure a place of being in the formation means being able to march well. B’s marching is better. A’s posture might be a problem.However, A’s music is much better then B’s. my intentions are to allow A and B help one another. what’s more, I’ve seen B come for extra practices and her contributions to the band is really more then what I’ve done. Probably A doesn’t have the time. But I’ve seen B perform. And I believe she has the ability to lead. Yes, she might be playful at times. But she knows when to be serious. A has good leadership qualities too. they’re equal when it comes to having to tuck in their shirts. biased? Oh well. If you people say so, well its up to you all to vote. But please vote wisely :(
BAND FREAK. BIASED.
I’m sorry I’ve been a lousy friend.
I’m not ready for this at all. Not ready for the challenge. I think I’ll just stumble.
biased? I have my reasons. I have. I have. Ahh. I have. There are 27 people in the clarinet section. Seven are sec fours. Ten are sec threes. Four are sec twos. Six are sec ones. Out of the ten sec threes, I am to choose a section leader, and an assistant section leader. my main considerations are A and B. I admit I am closer to B then to A. but I have a reason for choosing B to be the SL and A the ASL. Firstly, next year’s band competition year. Marching and music are equally important. But to be able to even secure a place of being in the formation means being able to march well. B’s marching is better. A’s posture might be a problem.However, A’s music is much better then B’s. my intentions are to allow A and B help one another. what’s more, I’ve seen B come for extra practices and her contributions to the band is really more then what I’ve done. Probably A doesn’t have the time. But I’ve seen B perform. And I believe she has the ability to lead. Yes, she might be playful at times. But she knows when to be serious. A has good leadership qualities too. they’re equal when it comes to having to tuck in their shirts. biased? Oh well. If you people say so, well its up to you all to vote. But please vote wisely :(
BAND FREAK. BIASED.
I’m sorry I’ve been a lousy friend.
I’m not ready for this at all. Not ready for the challenge. I think I’ll just stumble.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
9:36 AM
boo!
its 12:24am now. i'm blogging when i'm supposed to be completing my gong han. well, chinese o'levels is like in a week's time?! gah.
on a happier note, confirmation's this saturday! yay(:
i'm excited! not about having to wear a dress though. heh.
i've finally completed all three pieces for my piano exam!
but. i still got my scales and aural. did some sight reading the past weeks. yeps.
music assessment next tuesday. hmms. i did practice! ahah. i do love band(:
sometimes i really wonder, who truely are my friends? why is it so that those who hurt me the most are actually my closest friends? expectations?
ah just random. heh (:
bye!
its 12:24am now. i'm blogging when i'm supposed to be completing my gong han. well, chinese o'levels is like in a week's time?! gah.
on a happier note, confirmation's this saturday! yay(:
i'm excited! not about having to wear a dress though. heh.
i've finally completed all three pieces for my piano exam!
but. i still got my scales and aural. did some sight reading the past weeks. yeps.
music assessment next tuesday. hmms. i did practice! ahah. i do love band(:
sometimes i really wonder, who truely are my friends? why is it so that those who hurt me the most are actually my closest friends? expectations?
ah just random. heh (:
bye!
Friday, May 18, 2007
10:58 PM
Rascal Flatts- What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....
Saturday, May 12, 2007
6:28 PM
saturday!
cleared all my books just now. but i'm still not done. my whole table's so messy. i'm gonna get it done by today!
band welcome party today was okay.
group 8- bananas!
b-a-n-a-n-a-s
bananas!
we're strong
let us roar (ROAR)
we're yellow
let us hop (hop)
we're long
let us stretch (stretch)
group 8
group 8
we're the best!
heh. (:
shanice.caishan.felicia.xiaoen.fiona.jiajin. welcome to the clarinet section! (:
went to ECP to cycle on thursday after our exams with nat and mor! was really fun! it was one of those days i ever felt so relaxed and could enjoy without having to worry bout anything. we cycled from ECP to changi village. about four hours plus? when we reached we all felt so accomplished. yay(: my back and muscles are aching now. nat and i concluded that mor has developed thigh muscles while we dont. haha! the scenery at the beach was really awesome. i wanna go there again! well, here are some photos!
haha. my hair's so messy. the wind was strong! (:
at some windy place(as nat calls it) on our way to changi village! (:
oh i remember, its at changi beach park! heh.
natty, husband and wife? HAHA! (:
at changi village! we were all so thirsty when we reached! slurps!
on our bikes preparing to return to ECP!
mor mor!
US!
our bikes!
look at the sky!! (:
i see busy days ahead.
18 may- sec four leadership course
may- ISP
24 may- parents teachers meet
25 may- confirmation rehearsal
26 may- confirmation
28 may- chinese O levels!
29 may to 1 june- band pracs
14 to 17 june- chalet!
yay.
oh toodles!
cleared all my books just now. but i'm still not done. my whole table's so messy. i'm gonna get it done by today!
band welcome party today was okay.
group 8- bananas!
b-a-n-a-n-a-s
bananas!
we're strong
let us roar (ROAR)
we're yellow
let us hop (hop)
we're long
let us stretch (stretch)
group 8
group 8
we're the best!
heh. (:
shanice.caishan.felicia.xiaoen.fiona.jiajin. welcome to the clarinet section! (:
went to ECP to cycle on thursday after our exams with nat and mor! was really fun! it was one of those days i ever felt so relaxed and could enjoy without having to worry bout anything. we cycled from ECP to changi village. about four hours plus? when we reached we all felt so accomplished. yay(: my back and muscles are aching now. nat and i concluded that mor has developed thigh muscles while we dont. haha! the scenery at the beach was really awesome. i wanna go there again! well, here are some photos!
haha. my hair's so messy. the wind was strong! (:
at some windy place(as nat calls it) on our way to changi village! (:
oh i remember, its at changi beach park! heh.
natty, husband and wife? HAHA! (:
at changi village! we were all so thirsty when we reached! slurps!
on our bikes preparing to return to ECP!
mor mor!
US!
our bikes!
look at the sky!! (:
i see busy days ahead.
18 may- sec four leadership course
may- ISP
24 may- parents teachers meet
25 may- confirmation rehearsal
26 may- confirmation
28 may- chinese O levels!
29 may to 1 june- band pracs
14 to 17 june- chalet!
yay.
oh toodles!
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
9:15 PM
MR THIEF, I REALLY WANT MY HANDPHONE AND WALLET BACK! :(
Mr thief is short, plump, he has short spiky hair, he was wearing a black shirt, black pants, and white shoes, and he was carrying a purple plastic bag and a laptop bag.
If any of you do see him on the streets, please give him a kind reminder that stealing is a crime and against the law. Do not bother giving him a whacking. He’s too tough for you. But if you really do feel that he deserves a beating, do the same as Clara and bring a baseball bat along with you. I promise it’ll come in handy.
Mr thief stole from nine different people including me. Items included a laptop, three hand phones, a thumb drive, two ipods, nine wallets and three sets of house keys. Probably more. He really is greedy. OH YEAH. The purple plastic bag can be counted as stolen too. He actually took it without asking for permission to put all the stolen items and stuff into it. Smart freak.
He came unprepared. But I bet he had it planned before hand. Hmm that’s contradicting. He has probably been around in the church for weeks taking note of our weekly timings. He actually knew the time we were leaving the st clare’s hall and what time we actually returned. He knew his time well. Irritating pok. How dare he steal my things :( and steal in a church. Its just so wrong.
Mr thief went into the st clare’s hall at around 11:32am on 29 April 2007. He ransacked our bags at 11:33:02 and left the place within minutes. He entered through the front door and left by the back sliding door. Of all days! It was our last lesson before confirmation and the only day the teachers decided that it would probably be quite safe to just leave our stuff in the hall with doors locked.
The CCTV is a great invention. I really hope that pok man gets caught soon. Anyway, he really is quite dumb. Firstly, he didn’t bother to check if the hall had a cctv. Next, the first thing people would do after stealing a phone is to switch it off. But that pok man actually rejected a few of my calls before switching MY phone off.
Mr thief, just too bad. You got caught in action. I have your ugly pok face in my computer. Surrender now or prepare to fight fight fight!
Anyway, even if that pok man gets caught, I doubt I’ll ever get my wallet and hand phone back, or even just my sim card! :( now I’ve got to spend $100 for a replacement of my I.C and my other cards too. and I’m back to using my old phone. I’ve got a replacement for my sim card! But anyway, even so, everything just feels so different. My photos, songs, recordings, birthday reminders, messages, contacts. ALL GONE, thanks to that pok. Ahhh. Oh wells.
Mr thief, get a life!
Mr thief is short, plump, he has short spiky hair, he was wearing a black shirt, black pants, and white shoes, and he was carrying a purple plastic bag and a laptop bag.
If any of you do see him on the streets, please give him a kind reminder that stealing is a crime and against the law. Do not bother giving him a whacking. He’s too tough for you. But if you really do feel that he deserves a beating, do the same as Clara and bring a baseball bat along with you. I promise it’ll come in handy.
Mr thief stole from nine different people including me. Items included a laptop, three hand phones, a thumb drive, two ipods, nine wallets and three sets of house keys. Probably more. He really is greedy. OH YEAH. The purple plastic bag can be counted as stolen too. He actually took it without asking for permission to put all the stolen items and stuff into it. Smart freak.
He came unprepared. But I bet he had it planned before hand. Hmm that’s contradicting. He has probably been around in the church for weeks taking note of our weekly timings. He actually knew the time we were leaving the st clare’s hall and what time we actually returned. He knew his time well. Irritating pok. How dare he steal my things :( and steal in a church. Its just so wrong.
Mr thief went into the st clare’s hall at around 11:32am on 29 April 2007. He ransacked our bags at 11:33:02 and left the place within minutes. He entered through the front door and left by the back sliding door. Of all days! It was our last lesson before confirmation and the only day the teachers decided that it would probably be quite safe to just leave our stuff in the hall with doors locked.
The CCTV is a great invention. I really hope that pok man gets caught soon. Anyway, he really is quite dumb. Firstly, he didn’t bother to check if the hall had a cctv. Next, the first thing people would do after stealing a phone is to switch it off. But that pok man actually rejected a few of my calls before switching MY phone off.
Mr thief, just too bad. You got caught in action. I have your ugly pok face in my computer. Surrender now or prepare to fight fight fight!
Anyway, even if that pok man gets caught, I doubt I’ll ever get my wallet and hand phone back, or even just my sim card! :( now I’ve got to spend $100 for a replacement of my I.C and my other cards too. and I’m back to using my old phone. I’ve got a replacement for my sim card! But anyway, even so, everything just feels so different. My photos, songs, recordings, birthday reminders, messages, contacts. ALL GONE, thanks to that pok. Ahhh. Oh wells.
Mr thief, get a life!
How can you ever trust anyone? Even the most decent looking people do steal. Anyone can just turn your back on you, anytime. No one predicts things like that. Human beings are professional actors. We really can act well. Anyway, thanks Adela for accompanying us and lending us money for lunch! (: & Happy birthday Brian! Best wishes to you! (:
9:13 PM
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Till the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
Chorus:
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through
Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You
When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
Chorus 2X
I can't imagine me without You
And the rivers run into the sea
Till the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
Chorus:
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through
Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You
When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
Chorus 2X
I can't imagine me without You