Here I Am To Worship

Light of the World
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes
Let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
10:02 PM
I’m really at a loss of what to do. What should my next move be? Please guide me. I don’t want band to spoil our friendship. I don’t want the differences present to spoil our friendship. Neither do I want the past to affect our friendship. I feel really weighed down by this issue. I feel really exhausted and tired. Why are you all treating me this way? Wonder how it feels to be called a ‘band freak’? I now openly state that I do not love band practices. I just feel that it is a responsibility that I should go. Its not that I hate band practices, but if I have to go, then I will. I am not angry at all with you people for not going. It is your own decision. But why are you all angry with me? For ‘liking’ band? For having different opinions as you people? Why give me the cold shoulder? Why treat my like an outcast? Why treat me as if I don’t deserve this friendship? Put yourself in my shoes. You know how it feels if your close friend just walks off when you’re talking to her? How it feels when your friend talks behind your back? How it feels when your friend finds it a torture talking to you? Why? I’ve been trying to make up for any misunderstandings caused. But you’re not giving me the chance to. It’s really sad to know that we’re graduating soon and this has to happen.

biased? I have my reasons. I have. I have. Ahh. I have. There are 27 people in the clarinet section. Seven are sec fours. Ten are sec threes. Four are sec twos. Six are sec ones. Out of the ten sec threes, I am to choose a section leader, and an assistant section leader. my main considerations are A and B. I admit I am closer to B then to A. but I have a reason for choosing B to be the SL and A the ASL. Firstly, next year’s band competition year. Marching and music are equally important. But to be able to even secure a place of being in the formation means being able to march well. B’s marching is better. A’s posture might be a problem.However, A’s music is much better then B’s. my intentions are to allow A and B help one another. what’s more, I’ve seen B come for extra practices and her contributions to the band is really more then what I’ve done. Probably A doesn’t have the time. But I’ve seen B perform. And I believe she has the ability to lead. Yes, she might be playful at times. But she knows when to be serious. A has good leadership qualities too. they’re equal when it comes to having to tuck in their shirts. biased? Oh well. If you people say so, well its up to you all to vote. But please vote wisely :(

BAND FREAK. BIASED.
I’m sorry I’ve been a lousy friend.
I’m not ready for this at all. Not ready for the challenge. I think I’ll just stumble.