Here I Am To Worship

Light of the World
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes
Let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
Friday, December 28, 2007
6:18 AM
you have two options, (a) & (b).
you choose one over the other.
you say its a difficult decision.

i say its all about priorities.

disappointment.



Thursday, December 27, 2007
6:27 AM
went ecp with jianqin & yvonne today, supposedly to cycle. but they ended up roller blading & it was sadistic, but funny to see jianqin falling on her butt (a thousand times)! funny :D

macs breakfast/lunch (brunch) the first thing we had when we reached.
cycled for two hours before heading back to macs, this time for teabreak?
yes, its macs again! i think i've put on so much weight this holidays :/
eating is such a joy though!
i eat when i'm happy, sad, stressed, bored, homework-ing. (:

jianqin taught me how to make hearts with straws & we both think it has addictive effects. we even thought of buying a packet of straws to sit at the beach making straw hearts. what a crazy idea! hahah. we ended up being camwhores & took so many photos! Jianqin emo-ed at the beach, listening to the song 'so close' from the enchanted movie for two hours straight. beat that!
i shall update some of the nicer photos some other day, or probably not if i'm too lazy! ><

back to lot one for dinner after that, day ends.

i cant really remember what we were laughing about exactly, but i know it was a great conversation going on throughout the whole day that kept us high! hahahs.

i had great fun!
laughed till my tummy (tina) ached & i almost pee-ed on my pants, really.

<3



Wednesday, December 26, 2007
6:58 AM
update!
this shall be one of my last posts before the new year, school starts, busybusybusy, mugggg!
how interesting.


this day will come, REAL soon. yikes ):

251207
- CHRISTMAS!!
- shopping at orchard!
- Bought shorts, two shirts & a tote bag for school next year! Yay.
- current favourite shopping spots are Wh in Taka, & Wisma’s Isetan (:
- Finished up all Christmas cards while watching peter pan!
'the boy who never grew up'
- Godiva hamper at home (woooah!)
Godiva Chocolatier:
85% dark chocolate hot cocoa.
i quote: 'luxuriously rich hot chocolate'
Chocolate spread.
hazelnut praline: coffee.
&& manymany more chocolate bars!


christmas tree at home! :D

241207
- went to escape in the morning with mor, nat and yvonne!
- saw kaiwei, weini, elicia and Soonbeng there.
- Sunburnt.
- Christmas dinner at The Melting Port in Holiday Inn, Atrium.
- Christmas pageant with songs and dancers!
- Midnight mass! (:
- Christmas cards & festive greetings!





yummmmmylicious! the crepe was really good!


nat & em


bee & flower!


the clown who gave me the balloons! xD


em. sam. nat.

231207
- 6-2 gathering at Sentosa!
- Cycled, played captain’s ball, basketball, beach-ed. :D
- Link to jesslyn’s blog for details!
- bbq in the evening with (mum’s side) family.
- Guys started fire, girls bbq-ed!
- (shhhs) I accidentally dropped a chicken wing on the floor & four sausages into the charcol!
- Ning went: ‘Em, bad job, bad job!’ I agree. xD
- Played that ‘tookie tookie took, took took’ ‘tong kat tong kat’ ‘um zhi zhi um zhi’ game, zhong ji mi ma (forfeit was to finish up the chicken wings), mahjong, bridge!
- Fun fun fun!

<3!
221207
- (unproductive) shopping at orchard.
- Bought only Christmas cards & walked like crazy.
- omg my legs were aching.
211207
- dedicated that day to be nothing-but-reading day.
- The-most-boring-day-of-his life! :P
- I almost died of boredom.
- attempted* to read my sis’s econs and chem notes, chicken soup for the teenage soul, zhang xin shu, & do theory.
- Read through all my letters! (((:
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- watched national treasure two with nat koh and mummy in the night.
181207
- went to lot one to get ingredients and macs breakfast!
- baked cookies with ruiyan in the morning! yummy~
- over to mor’s house in the afternoon.
- night swimming! yay (:
- had delicious nuggets for dinner.
171207
- back to school (with the intention) of helping the band.
- ended up playing bridge cos it was raining & they couldn’t march.
- (kindly offered) to help out when they had sectionals.
161207
- mass in the morning.
- tuition in the afternoon
- mor’s church for Christmas performance in the night(:
'Christmas isn't christmas, till it happens in your heart.'

151207
- went to imm with yvonne to get her ipod fixed (it was really retarded cos the person just had to press a few buttons to reset the whole system.) laughs.
- creative building to fix my Chinese dictionary but I decided to buy a new one instead cos the repair costs would be quite the same if I bought a new one. hahas.
- back to imm
- went up and down the travelator manymanymany times just to look for The Coffee Bean, Starbucks or anywhere that could satisfy yvonne’s craving for COFFEE. :O
- searched high and low for a directory but only found it just before we were about to leave.
- ended up in LJS
- played the sims2 on yvonne’s hp
- yvonne managed to complete FIVE (pathetic) amaths questions, and yes, with many parts to the questions.
- Rushed back home for tuition!

random pictures!

i think this is really funny and pretty cool! hahahs.


UH OH.
if you ever manage to read this, you actually suvived this long and boring post & i conclude you either have nothing better to do or you're so interested in what's happening in my life xD
you just cant get enough! :D



Saturday, December 15, 2007
6:45 AM
Loneliness
Is
An island
In
The middle
Of
A sea of people

i'm so glad i'm going for mass tomorrow, really.
i need God in MY life, so badly.

He:
puts a smile to my face.
leaves a glimmer of hope in me.
guides my path.

(the first three thoughts that came to my mind)
there's so much more! =D


'I have called you by name, you are mine...
You are precious in my sight, and honoured, and I love you...
Do not fear, for I am with you.'
-Isaiah 43:1-5

how reassuring and heart warming just to know that He'll be there for us 24/7.



Thursday, December 13, 2007
12:43 AM
The Three Oddest Words

When I pronounce the word Future,
the first syllable already belongs to the past.

When I pronounce the word Silence,
I destroy it.

When I pronounce the word Nothing,
I make something no non-being can hold.



how true!



Sunday, December 09, 2007
2:38 AM
photos update!

15112007- birthdays!


always doing the weirdest things together!
8 beauties - geok. (:
19112007- Prom night!

03 coconutz!
L1 bellyjeans!

fanghui (rabbit) and I


dolly, jy.

my dearest ah peng!

mr tan!

bananas!


jane. me. geok. mor. nat!

Shuyi (prom queen) and i!

yay!

26-27112007- L1 bellyjeans chalet!

downtown east costa sands.

cards!


uncle starting the fire with tanya and a few others.

food! yumm~! look at the fire. haha.
5-7122007- 03 coconutz chalet!
we werent supposed to be laughing! xD
the vegetable crew! xy, dolly, me!
we did the washing in the..hmms.. toilet, using the shower! haha.

guys doing the cooking!
gals waiting to eat! haha.

more food! steamboat on the first night!

anliang (kor), me, jy!

we went cycling!

more photos!

it was raining heavily. umbrellas out!

miss lim + five of US!

whee! notice noddy at the back? he was supposed to the main thing in the photo. but apparently. HMMM. haha.


what's dolly trying to do~!


under my um-be-re-lla ella eh eh. jy's fav song!



notice that derek never changed at all in the three pics! he was so tired i guess. haha. the guys found it so amusing that they even skipped tv to look at him sleep for 30mins+. wow!

look at dolly's face. she just lost the game! haha.

puffer fish!


mini birthday celebration for hanif, kaylee and actually everyone!
miss lim bought the cheesecake! (:

still waiting for the 03 class photo to be sent! haha.
i really enjoyed myself on these occassions!
hope to meet up with you guys again before school starts, dec's gonna be over so soon!

well well, havent been doing much the holidays. i'm currently giving maths tuition to a p4 guy, jacky. haha! he's quite cute and he loves telling me jokes. haha.

taking grade six theory exam next year march. woohoo. i think i better start doing something to prevent myself from failing it!

attempted to bake cookies with yvonne and well, it turned out nothing like cookies but lumps of flour, butter and sugar stuck together. lol! nvm, we'll try again someday!

went to the library to do work with yvonne, i did a little of my theory but ended up reading books on psychology and playing the sims on yvonne's phone. haha!

managed to meet up with nat and mor, watched the enchanted, went to mor's house and watched hairspray, chatted, laughed.. well, its nice to be with you guys!

this is how random i'm spending my holidays.
the rest of the days were spent rotting at home, probably watching a tv programme or playing some lame game on the computer or a higher probability- sleeping.

going back the help the band next week! cant wait for them to start with their formations and stuf.. woohoo. shall end here!

goodnight!



Saturday, December 08, 2007
2:26 AM
i am proud to say i was once a Bukit Panjang Govt High School Military Band member!


clarinettists power!

i miss band competition days.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pd0MGG22_sw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsMGvMxP6Sw&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jPAGwa-3Gzg&feature=related

cool!



Saturday, December 01, 2007
2:39 AM
i need to know these answers
i need to find my way
seize my tomorrow
learn my yesterday

i need to take these chances
let all my feelings show
can't tell what's waiting
still i need to go
i need to know

tomorrow remains a mystery.



2:23 AM
McFly- The Heart Never Lies

Some people laugh
Some people cry
Some people live
Some people die

Some people run
Right into the fire
Some people hide
Their every desire

But we are the lovers
If you don't believe me
Then just look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies

Some people fly
Some people fall
Others pretend
They don't care at all

If you want to fight
I'll stand right beside you
The day that you fall
I'll be right behind you

To pick up the pieces
If you don't believe me
Just look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies

Whoa x2

Another year over
And we're still together
It's not always easy
But I'm here forever

We are the lovers
I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies

'cause the heart never lies
Because the heart never lies